waiting for a job

officially  now i m unemployment..hmmm i dont like it bcause i got a lot of time to thinking about my life, money, n other things. even that i got some money doing part time job but it doesn't help me a lot..i also felt shame when my parent still give pocket money. other relatives also said something that not really nice to hear.  i just think it positively that this the processes of people like me before they can have their own careers ..