waiting for a job

officially  now i m unemployment..hmmm i dont like it bcause i got a lot of time to thinking about my life, money, n other things. even that i got some money doing part time job but it doesn't help me a lot..i also felt shame when my parent still give pocket money. other relatives also said something that not really nice to hear.  i just think it positively that this the processes of people like me before they can have their own careers ..

2014..!!! just arrive..huhuh..but so worried thinking my final year project..am i can do my project??..my last proposal presented was so bad..i was just being badly argued by the panels..it seem like they interested my title by asking a lot of questions..but they felt unsatisfied when i cant answered correctly..yeah of course la, i felt really nervous n lost my words at the moment.until i cried at the end of my session.i also felt angry on myself course i not well prepared..  my teammate and my supervisor tried to comfort me..once i relax n calm, i going through all panels comments n suggestions.i admit that they actually helping me.they want me to be more focus n specific on what i investigate for and my ability and responsibility , rather than just simply put without knowing nothing or full filled courses requirement..Wow!! i becoming mature lol..hohoh.. very thankful to my supervisor and teammate that still believe on me..last my panels which making me realized on something useful ..this just only the starting and may god bless all my works and my coming exams..cheers :)